Always a bit odd doing the life dumps. Things that were really big at the time but are now in the past and seem smaller when you put in a single sentence.
Action is easier than anticipation. When I can see too many ways something could not work out it can be harder to start.
A spark can come from anywhere, collecting different experiences until they burst into something more.
Turning my brain off is very hard to do. Just not doing anything makes me antsy.
I have to choose to be present. It’s easy to default to disconnecting from the world. There are some days where I need that disconnection and others where I am just doing it reflexively.